I was able to see Carolyn yesterday and she is a fighter. Judds are all fighters. There were two distinct events that were brought back to me because of Carolyn's state right now:
1. Our youngest daughter, Kaia, was born 10 weeks early. The first 72 hours, like Carolyn would determine if she lived or died. Kaia is now 8 years old and in the NICU of the hospital, the first few weeks of her life, she was nicknamed by the nurses, "Spitfire" because of her will to live. Carolyn is a spitfire in her own way and is a fighter.
2. The day Carolyn was born...she was born the day before my 19th birthday. I will never forget seeing her for the first time and thinking, "She could be mine." Since then, in her own way, she has been like my own, but a special sister in a special way.
The last few days, I have sensed the presence of angels, especially in Carolyn's room. I know angels are real because of experiences I have had, especially at Kaia's birth. Carolyn is on earth for a reason. She is loved by so many, including my little family.
This message is to Carolina "Rose Flower KiKi" Judd (the name she gave herself when she was little)....I love you!!! Don't give up now. You are loved by so many and your testimony of the Gospel of Jesus Christ is so evident in the way you live your life. Remember who you are... you are truly a Daughter of God.... He loves you!
Tonight is my opportunity to stay with Carolyn and I am looking forward to the time I get to spend with her and watching her progress towards "wellness." I love you Carolina Rose Flower!!!
~Heidi, Sister #1, Sibling #2
Carolyn is so strong in everything she does. Working with her at the American Adventure I remember this woman of God who always shined in every aspect of life. Every day she strived to be more God like and did everything she could to make sure you were smiling. :) I remember singing with her inside the AA at the top of our lungs during closing. She'd be Marilyn Monroe and I'd be Elvis as we sang. :) We had such fun. Every evening as we parted I'd call out "Love ya Bunches!" and she'd yell back "Of Oats!!" I miss that. We fell out of touch for stupid reasons for some time and I kick myself sometimes for letting that happen. Recently though, we have been in touch here and there and I miss her so much. I kept hoping to put together a trip back to WDW soon with her. She just has this joy that I can't begin to explain to anyone, she's just such a light in the world. There is no other way to explain her. I am praying every second that she will make it. I love her dearly as a "sister from another Mr" as she would say. Thank you for the stories about her as those are what is bringing hope and light to our hearts. We love Carolyn.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you all and keeping you in my prayers. I remember when Carolyn was born, and it has been a joy and privilege to watch her bloom into the strong, lovely woman she is today. Hugs all around!
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Kathy Wilhelmsen
Carolyn has been such a good friend to me! When we were in high school together I got mono over the summer and wasnt allowed to do much. My other friends went along with their summer plans and I was kinda left out of the loop! But wonderful Carolyn was there practically the whole summer keepin me company and making me laugh! It mean so much to me to have a friend! I appreciate her and her friendship and her warm spirit! I know I cant be there with her now that she is sick, but I will certainly stay with her in thought and prayer! I love you girl! Keep fighting!
ReplyDeleteIt seems that singing has always been a part of memories of Juddy. When I served as Bishop in Warrington, Juddy and her companion Katie Thomas helped with a service project to paint the bathrooms at a local primary school.
ReplyDeleteThere we were, Su & I, Juddy & Thomas, Powrie & Isakkson, and the school principle (we call them head teachers here in the UK), up to our elbows in paint. Whilst working together that Easter break, all we could here were Disney songs belting out from the bathrooms where Carolyn was working. The school principle took Su & I aside, and asked us if all mormon kids were as happy & pleasant to be around. It seem's that our Sister Missionaries had made a great impression on the Principle, with their spirit & their singing.
Carolyn :) ~~~~ Sister Judd, how blessed I was that she came on a mission, she arrived on our Isle at a crucial heartbreaking time of my life and brought so much comfort to my family and me. Sister Judd and Sister Rupp ... the amazing duo :). You both sang like angels and I know that truly Heavenly Father sent you to me and my family, you brought smiles and light to our dark hole..... you were our comforter so full of love :). Now it is your time to be comforted and all your family too, we love you sooooo much and everyone in my family and in our ward are praying for you....BIG BIG BIG HUGSSSS GIRLIE !! XXXX
ReplyDeleteCarolyn will be in our thoughts and prayers. We are hoping for the best!!! Show that pnemonia who's boss Carolyn!!!
ReplyDeleteCarolyn,
ReplyDeleteWe love you and pray for your full recovery.
Love you!
~Jessica Knox, LaRue & Dwayne Wright~
My dearest Carolyn (my favorite cuz), I wish I could express just ho much I love you. You are are beautiful woman inside and out and it is evident that your life reflects your love for the Savior. When we were on our missions it was always a comfort to know that there were two "Sister Judds" trying to do their best to serve the Lord. You have always been a best friend, someone I could talk to and an example to look up to. I cherish our times together and I look forward to making more memories with you. I know that your faith in the Lord is strong, and I am trying to once again follow your example. How grateful I am that you are my cousin and how blessed I am to be your friend. I love you, cuz. You are in my prayers...those spoken and of the heart.
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Everytime I think of Carolyn I see in my mind her sparkling eyes and her great smile. She is truly a pure and wonderful young woman. I know the Lord is very aware of her and loves her very much. I know all the prayers are being heard and recorded in heaven. We love you carolyn and want you to know that all the Hanson gang is praying for you and cheering for your quick and complete recovery. We are also praying for comfort and peace to come to your family who love you so much. All our love. Deanne and Gary
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